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Saturday, December 24, 2011
Thursday, December 08, 2011
My Christmas Wonderland
I don’t know and I hope that my emotions right now wouldn’t
reflect on my writings. You see, I’ve got this wonderful job of arranging
letters and words and forming them into such a way they convey information and
have a sense of thought. Blah! Blah! Blah! XD
But I just can’t help it not to be a bit emotional. I am a
true blue sentimental and I give ENORMOUS meaning and importance to the things
and people which/who/that matter to me.
Or should I put the blame on Korina, Kabayan and Ted who
constantly remind me of the few remaining days before Christmas Day? Urghhhh
the Holidays always make me a notch more sentimental and EMOtional. I have
always been fascinated with Christmas. From the time I gained consciousness to
the world, the first thing I can actually remember of my childhood is a very
merry Christmas with my most beloved family – having good times around the
Christmas tree and of course, having everyone around. That particular innocent
memory of my kamusmusan errrrr much younger days perhaps made me personally
very attached to the Christmas Season.
With just a single Christmas Jingle, my mind would
automatically wander on my own Christmas Wonderland where every moment I spent
there was just of laughter, kindness, peace, happiness…love.
For more than two decades now I foster that feeling and
every year, starting from the month of September (sometimes August), my world
would slowly turn into a Christmas Wonderland. And now, Christmas is actually
here (shrieks)!!! Early morning, I would wake up to a gazillion of stars above
pointing out my favorite brightest star (a comet daw) as well as the Orion’s
belt, the Ursas Minor and Major. Honestly, whenever I would attend a Simbang
Gabi or Dawn Mass, I would literally tilt my head up enjoying the sight of the
twinkling diamonds above me until I reach our church (the astonishing San
Isidro Labrador Parish).
This Christmas, our presence and the presence of the people
whom we cherish will surely be enough to turn this very imperfect world into a
wonderland where love, peace and happiness exist. No fancy gift wrapper and
ribbon can ever wrap and enclose time. Even how simple our Noche Buena could
be, as long as we have the luxury of time to be with our family and the
presence of everyone, no expensive material gift comes close.
Somewhere in our hearts, the Christmas Wonderland lays
waiting for us to be rediscovered with family and friends.
peace out...yow! ^.~ magicvince|tumblr
peace out...yow! ^.~ magicvince|tumblr
Thursday, December 01, 2011
Would you rather see a beautiful sunrise or sunset?
Sunrise. It reminds me of the great gift of God that I can achieve whatever i have failed to do in the previous day. lol
Monday, November 21, 2011
I think I am back to my old self again
Droopy eyelids, eye bags waiting to explode and dark circles enclosing my left and right narrow eyes.
These past few days, I weren’t just the same person whom I used to be – laid back, passive and out of my game. I felt sorry for my self yet I can’t help but just to go on and live every day out of sync.
There are really a lot of things I would love to before the year 2011 come to a fold and if I would reevaluate my self without a bit of pretention and hypocrisy, there are certain things I come way too short in hitting my goals. As always, I am a radiating and pulsating being of cheerfulness and my never ending exuberance. But the truth is, there are a lot of times when I am about to crash, break into pieces and suck my self in despair especially when I am alone at night before going to sleep.
Do you get my point? That really shameful situation where you have to face your own self and it is just sad because there is nothing you can see. Sometimes, whenever I come across a mirror, as much as I would project that “ideal” me, but my eyes would betray my true emotion without even saying a single word.
I hate receiving text messages or quotes about never giving up because they would really strike me to the heart and that makes me feel “am I that worthless and pitiful?”
Maybe I am not just that resilient on things not going the way I want them to be – I just thought I am. Then I would scan my little coconut shell looking for answers why I cannot just live to my own expectation. And that is the more painful part of my being. I don’t really care what other people think of me but rather I am more sensitive to my own perception of my own self. Whenever I fail my self, I feel so worthless.
Thankfully, God never leave me alone and He always prepares something great for me I never ever expect. Those little blessings which are hardly noticed but are more significant than other material things one can enjoy. He did really provides and I know with His kindness I will always be safe and at peace.
I may be stressed and tired but I am happy. I know being tired and busy maximizes our chance to live a fuller and more satisfying life. Right now, it’s as if I just see from afar above the sky the bright star that guided the three magi in finding the birthplace of Jesus, I am in a sense of direction once again. I worry nothing for this time I am more mature and I’ve got the deeper wisdom I earned from previous experiences – experiences of happiness and sorrow, triumph and defeat, gain and loss, and going away and coming home.
“Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me. Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded. Why’d you have to wait, where were you, where you. Just a little late… You found me.” ~ The Fray
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Kung ikaw ay isang Hogwarts student, anong house ka nabibilang: Gryffindor, Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff, Slytherin? at bakit.
Slytherin..sige na nga Gryffindor para housemate yung amazing trio...
If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?
a Jesus Christ inspired design...seriously ^^,
Saturday, July 09, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
What's the last thing that you laughed about?
that song by vice ganda to ryan bang: (in the tune of on the floor by j.lo) Na na na na na na na na na na...si Ryan may anghit on the floor..lolz
what if there are eight days in a week. what would you do on the eight day?
sleep.eat.sleep.eat. at saka pray pray pray ^^,
What's the worst injury you've had, and how did it happen?
way back 2nd year high school..hahahaha i fell from the pedicab i was on from school...ang dami pang students on the road kasi labasan for lunch break..nag over-hang tapos ako lang ang nahulog hahaha i still remember that everytime makita ko ang scar sa left arm ko hahahahaha
Sunday, June 12, 2011
What's the most exciting thing that happened to you today?
worn my Filipino tee with Kalayaan print on it and it is Independence Day today ^^,
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Friday, June 03, 2011
What's the best piece of advice you've ever been given, and who gave it to you?
i can't completely remember...i don't know if my advices were that good enough for them xD i hope they were though..ahahahaha ^^,
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
What's your worst/best memory of high school ?
everytime we go to the beach with my friends everytime there is a pta meeting :D i miss you guys...#sinhs05
If you had the chance to go back in time for 24 hours, where and when would you go?
Dec. 26, 2010...somewhere only me know :)
When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?
i wanna be an astronaut! yeah really that was what i like to be :D but til now, i still want to walk on the moon...not impossible xD
Thursday, May 19, 2011
What ice cream flavor describes your personality the best?
luscious mango...sweet at may asim! lolz ^^,
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Have you ever had a pet fish?
yeahhh i used to have an aquarium...i had guppies, blue moon, bubble eye, black moor, silver gourami, snakeskin gourami, japanese coy, sword fish and many more :D
How did your parents meet?
nice question...my mama used to tell their story again and again before i go to sleep when i was small :D and now i am asking my self, panu nga ba?? hahah memory gap...urghhhh
How's your summer? :)
Summer is effing amazing ^^, been to the beach and been boating...^^, i want more tan though :D
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Where is one place that you wish to be at right now?
under the moonlight :) it's night tonight and perfect to be alone
Who is your best friend and how did you meet him/her?
i'd rather not say madami ako bestfriend kulang tong oras ko to name them all and how did we meet. and oh, btw, i still remember how did we met...and their birthdays...and their uhmm uhmm...our secrets :D lol
Wednesday, April 06, 2011
if i was a Genni and i can grant your three wishes, what would they be?.
Good health for my parents always
Blessings to my family and friends
Safety and peace of the world :D world peace! :D
Would you allow someone to leave you not because they want to but because they have to?
of course..everyone should have their choice of their own :D
What do you think the world will be like in 50 years?
i would be like 70 years old then..i wish there is still fresh air, water and plenty of food to eat. I wish all of us picture the same scenario :)
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